walaupun aku sendiri

aku lebih tidak suka merubah diri karna terpaksa

-Orimoto Izumi

Cute - SCANDAL

this is... too cute!!!

Flower, Gleam and Glow
Let your power shine
Make the clock reverse, bring back what once was mine
Heal what has been hurt, change the fate's design
Save what has been lost, bring back what once was mine
What once was mine...

kalau kau mau tau arti hidupmu,

coba rasakan hidupmu walaupun hanya menjadi batu.

-Wormmon

You Were My Everything

This goes out to someone that was

Once the most important person in my life

I didn't realize it at the time

I can't forgive myself for the way I treated you so

I don't really expect you to either

It's just... I don't even know... Just Listen?

You're the one that I want, the one that I need

The one that I gotta have just to succeed

When I first saw you, I knew it was real

I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn't me let me show you the way

I looked for the sun, but it's raining today

I remember when I first looked you into eyes

It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise cause I didn't want to get hurt

But I didn't know I made everything worse

You told me we were crazy in love

But you didn't care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did

Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit

Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me

I loved you with my heart, really and truly

I guess you forgot about the times that we shared

When I would run my fingers through your hair

Late nights, just holding you in my arms

I don't know how I could do you so wrong

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you

I really wanna know you like no one else could know you

You're number one, always in my heart

And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart

I need you and, I miss you and, I want you, and

I love you cause

I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you

You were my everything, And I really miss you

I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man

And then sit and laugh as you're holding his hand

The thought of that just shatters my heart

It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you

Now I wanna hold you until I can't hold you

Without you, Everything seems strange

Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, i'm insane

Take away the pain, Take away the hurt

Baby, we can make it work

What about when you looked into my eyes

Told me you loved me as you would hugged me

I guess everything you said was a lie

I thing about it, it brings tears to my eyes

Now i'm not even a thought in your mind

I can see clearly, my love is not blind

I just wish everything could have turned out differently

I had a special feeling about you, I thought maybe you did too

You would understand, but?

No matter what, you'll always be in my heart, You'll always be my baby

Our first day, it seemed so magical
I remember all the time that I had with you
Remember when you first came to my house?
You looked like an angel wearing that blouse

We hit it off, I knew it was real

But now I can't take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?

I didn't think you would ever do me like this
I didn't think you?d wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?

Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another guy
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying

And I do miss you

I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we?ll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy

-Aviation

kelahiranmu pasti mempunyai tujuan sendiri

yang dapat menemukannya hanya kau sendiri

-Chinronmon

iya, aku tidak punya..

sekarang aku sangat bahagia!

kesedihan atau tidak puas itu tidak pernah ku rasakan.

-Motomiya Daisuke

aku juga berfikir macam2, misalnya aku jg memikirkan hal yang sulit..

tapi kalau terus2an berfikir otak ku bisa jadi bodoh

-Motomiya Daisuke

Agumon: sepertinya disini? disini? apa disini? aku tidak tau pasti dmn ya perasaan itu?

BlackWargreymon: jadi kau yg punya perasaan itu tidak tau dmn tmptnya?

perasaan itu.. apakah benar ada? apa itu hanya suatu khayalan?

Agumon: itu bukan khayalan!

BlackWargreymon: aku mau tanya, perasaan itu adanya utk apa?

tapi aku hanya sebuah benda yg tak punya nyawa, tp knp aku tetap mempunyai

perasaan? apa yang bisa ku dapatkan?

Agumon: kau dapatkan? menurutku teman

BlackWargreymon: teman?

Agumon: iya kalau km punya perasaan berarti km bukanlah sebuah benda, mahluk hidup..

sama seperti kamu, karna itu km mau kan jd temanku?

BlackWargreymon: teman? yg lain? bukan teman...

alasan knp aku ada disini? benar.. apa yg sebaiknya ku lakukan di dunia ini?

bertarung? tp krna ada perasaan sedih, itu sangat menggangu pertarunganku

aku harus membuangnya...

Agumon: jangan, jangan buang perasaanmu.. kalau kau punya perasaan itu bukan suatu kebetulan, aku pikir kita bisa jd teman, krna itulah kamu pnya perasaan...

BlackWargreymon: apa km bisa membuktikan?

Agumon: akan ku coba meskipun butuh waktu yg lama,,

walaupun kau dulu menderita tapi kau berhasil keluar darinya,

percayalah pada dirimu

jangan kalah dengan kegelapan!

-Motomiya Daisuke

Meskipun tak ada yang memahami dirimu, Tetaplah berpegang pada keyakinanmu.

-Takeru

sepertinya membosankan kalo blog ini terlalu banyak gambar2 haha

mungkin mulai hari ini saya bakalan post lebih banyak tulisan..

sebenernya saya males buat menulis, lebih tepatnya mengetik krna ini di laptop *so what.

karna sejujurnya saya ini cepet bgt lupa apa yang telah saya tulis,

bahkan kadang2 saya malu sndiri. -_-

kadang2 jg saya suka mengetik di luar kesadaran *ejie*

dengan kata lain, seperti kalo gue lagi badmood atau lg kacau.

hohohoho *mulai gajelas*

ya sudah dr pd saya tmbh gajelas jd sampai disini saja dlu berjumpaan kita *pdhl syp jg yg liat blog gue* *dan pasti bbrp saat lg gue bakal post postingan baru*

yasud, ciaooo capcus cin~

Being a Digidestined means that sometimes you have to save the world, even if you’re the one who caused the problem.”

These two Crests, Light and Hope, are somewhat different than the others, Courage, Love, Knowledge, Friendship, Purity and Reliability are all powers that a child’s heart holds. But Light is what gives life to this world and Hope means not to lose the Light even when engulfed with darkness.

ada (aku) atau tidak itu sama saja

-Ishida Yamato

aku tidak ingin sendiri, sebenarnya aku menutupinya selama ini..

karna aku sering bertemu dengan kekecewaan dan tidak bisa lari darinya.

-Ishida Yamato

oh. so damn true..

all i do now is just tumblr tumblr and tumblr-ing :O
whoaa! bye twitter.

"In our age, the most precious thing is information. What do you think is the most important information? 'Information about the future.' In other words, 'predictions'."

-Neon

"Electricity doesn't hurt me. It was part of my training against torture. When I say it doesn't hurt me, that means I can bear it. Nevertheless, I feel the pain. That's why I'm a bit annoyed."

-Killua Zaoldyeck

I won't kill my own friend..

-Killua Zaoldyeck

kalau tidak berkelahi,

seumur hidup pun tak akan pernah jadi sahabat

-Yamato

cahaya dan kegelapan itu bersaudara..

dimana ada kegelapan pasti ada cahaya,

dan dimana ada cahaya pasti ada kegelapan..

jadi, kamu jangan takut karna menjadi kegelapan.

-Patamon

WOHO YEAAAAAAAH!

Can't wait for 9 February! :D

TAYLOR SWIFT LIVE IN SINGAPORE!

My friend ask me: "what do you see from him?"
I answer: "everything that you don't"

berjalan diantara dua sisi yang berbeda
seperti berjalan diantara cahaya dan kegelapan, hitam dan putih, langit dan bumi, air dan api,
masa lalu dan masa depan..
antara dunia nyata dan tidak nyata, realita dan khayalan, sedih dan senang..

tak ingin terbangun dari mimpi
sakit menerima kenyataan
berjalan diantara keduanya
takut, membuka harta karun di palung laut
membuka sejarah yang telah berlalu dimakan waktu

jauh dari dunia nyata
jauh dari cahaya

seakan menjadi air untuk ikan, matahari untuk siang hari, bulan untuk malam hari,
udara untuk bernafas..
menjadi menara eiffiel untuk paris, menjadi mulut untuk berbicara...

terkurung didalam kesendirian
tersesat di sebuah kepedihan
ditemani keputus asaan

kegelapan menyelimuti.

dan ku terluka

luka membekas

bekas membuat

buat slamanya

slamanya ku

ku kan slalu

ku kan slalu, rapuh..

Tuhan, bolehkah ku meminta?

Satu kali lagi bersamanya?

Izinkan aku tuk memeluknya, Meski hanya sesaat saja..

Apa semua itu masih mungkin?

Saat dia bersama yang lain...

Namun tetap ku simpan cintaku untuknya..

Tetap setia ku menghitung hari

Tetap setia ku kan menanti

Hingga saatnya kan tiba, Dia kan kembali bersama...

Tuhan, sekali lagi ku minta...

Satu kali lagi bersamanya

Izinkan ku menggengam tangannya

Meski hanya sesaat saja..

Apa semua itu masih mungkin saat dia bersama yang lain?

Namun tetap ku simpan cintaku untuknya....